Trillium - Purge

I lie to myself again and take a step away The more that I hold it in, the more the beast escapes The fire burns the skin But it can cauterize the sin I’m hoping this time it will be the end With the curtains drawn (I hate to say it, but you know that I like it) And the lights turned down (Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it) My channel is on, but it don’t matter once the urge is gone Been out on a binge Now you know that I’ve got to purge My will is now paper thin, my mind is bound to crack Some part of me loves the spin and wants you on my back I keep the lighting low If I’m discreet, they’ll never know But now and again, I move too slow With the curtains drawn (I hate to say it, but you know that I like it) And the lights turned down (Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it) My channel is on, but it don’t matter once the urge is gone Been out on a binge Now you know that I’ve got to purge Purge me of this, please take it away Cleanse me of this I just need to purge all this away With the curtains drawn (I hate to say it, but you know that I like it) And the lights turned down (Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it) Now the urge is gone, can’t deny it And I know it’s wrong But I like it