One Year Later - Dead Inside

I’ve got a mouth full of roses that cover the cuts There’s thorns in my cheeks where the skin turned to rust With lips around flowers are all that you see, I’m dying to spit it out We’re all dead inside We’re all dead inside We’re all dead inside and you know it We’re painting our faces to try not to show it Over and over, the work never ends I’m digging in circles, I break before bend We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul We just remember the painter that brushed us gold I’m ripping my hair out to use as a brush I’ve run out of colors to use as a crutch I’m painting a picture with words I can’t say But look on the inside, we’re all black and gray We’re all dead inside and you know it We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul We just remember the painter that brushed us gold We don’t remember We don’t remember I’ve been searching my whole life for something with meaning But all I found was bleeding, all I found was bleeding I’ve been looking my whole life for something of worth But there’s nothing but dirt, nothing but dirt How can we live when we die every day? How can we live when we die every day? How can we live when we die every day? How can we live when we die every day? How can we live when we die every day? How can we live when we die every day? Fuck it Yeah We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul We just remember the painter that brushed us gold