Diorama - Contradictive

As he stood and tried in vain To find justification This cannot bloom in me for longer With old desires getting stronger Another man was passing by And for a glimpse in strangely seemed As if they're known to one another In spite of being contradictive A cloud-like shimmering appearance He raised his voice began to speak Your existence drowns in failure Into a suffering decay Pale accumulating letters Sluttering 'relief' Last time standing kid and Better take advantage of... Do not shiver in your sanity At least you've got emotions Do not shiver in insanity At least you've got emotions - devotions Are you a wiseman or a prophet That you may judge and turn the key I never caused your intuition Thus it was bound to your deceit The only reason for existence Of the question why Learn to cope with rare conditions You didn't even know before Do not shiver in your sanity At least you've got emotions Do not shiver in insanity At least you've got emotions - devotions I'll rejoin my old intentions Sinner you can call me not Possible while sleeping-slumber Reaching out for dreams that You've lost Glued to life he tried in vain Reduced the essence of his body Entering slowly smooth declare A magnificent new sphere