Sick Puppies - Issues

I wanna wake up I've been walking in my sleep too long Wake up, I'm so sick of dreaming I wanna slow down Wanna be part of what is happening around me Without breathing Without feeling Without screaming So I'm leaving I'm consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate I like to blame my parents I'm sure you do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's too afraid I turn the page To a chapter that they thought Was just a phase But it consumed me You're right, I am a failure And when my life turns to shit It won't have anything to do With the fact that It's all you ever taught me how to do So you can relax Without feeling Without breathing Now I'm leaving I'm consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate I like to blame my parents I'm sure you do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's too afraid Turn the page I've been hiding, drowning I've been running, starving I've been feeling, nothing Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's too afraid I'm consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate I like to blame my parents I'm sure you do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's too afraid