Julie Ruin - Apt. #5

You can tell yourself you're the one who tried You can tell your friends how many times i made you cry You can tell anyone anything you want But if you're gonna talk about how i deserved what you did You can look now cause i'm gone I'm gone I'm might be a lot of things And yeah it's right i'm not always truthful But it's a matter of fact that i'm happy being me And i don't wanna be you It's not good enough Anything i say I don't give a fuck what you think anymore anyway Things you've said are taking their fucking toll Eroded my confidence and almost took my soul And why you list all the reasons Why i deserve what i get You'll have to watch me as i go Here i go