Solar Fake - I Keep My Eyes Shut

My life is trusted to myself No hope, no fear, nothing around here I care no more for things that I adore You don’t pray for God’s help anymore I hate you and me and the whole world Zero attraction for mankind’s infection Always taking shortcuts A signatory with a broken hand I keep my eyes shut when you want me to see I keep my mouth shut when I don’t want to speak And if you try to touch me and I run away You get cross, as you cannot feel my pain I keep my eyes shut when you want me to speak I keep my mouth shut when I don’t want to see And if you ask my questions and expect an answer You get cross, when I don’t waste futile words on you Polarising separation Serving poisonous mushrooms for dinner Trapping myself without your fervour I’m changing victims every hour