Katra - Envy

I linger outside* In winter's night I can't come home, you await me inside I rather freeze than Now face the truth This fight had nothing To do with you Trying to swallow the words breaking Trough I took myself away from you I step ahead and come closer to the door When the cold's getting in my core You made me wonder Why I blame You for something myself ought to shame It's just so easy to ignore what you said The voice is screaming in the back of my head Envy Oh, my foolish pride Eating inside This feeling, it drives me mad I know this game But not how to play So I can't explain away Why I suffer and make you bleed It's beacuse of my shattered dreams How could I say "I envy your life the show you lead should have been mine" Envy Oh my foolish pride Eating inside Envy I'm like a child Not your bride Envy, oh my foolish pride Eating inside This feeling it drives me Mad! I want to let go of my past Say it to you and make it last This fight between us, I will tell: Has now ended, the door's wide open I'm home -Alone