Deponeye - Anger Management 101

I CANT EXPLAIN WHY I LOSE CONTROL AT CERTAIN TIMES I FEEL THE RAGE WELLING UP INSIDE I CANNOT HIDE IT IT’S LIKE A WAVE AND ITS FRIGHTENING HOW IT WASHES OVER THE THINGS I SAY OFTEN PIERCING SO OUT OF ORDER THE HATE SUBSIDES IM WONDERING HOW IT CAME TO THIS I SEARCH MY MIND BUT IT OFFERS UP NO EXPLANATION WHAT IN MY LIFE HAS CREATED ALL THIS PENT-UP ANGER ONE THINGS FOR SURE I REALLY NEED TO FIND THE ANSWERS *I WON’T EVER BACK DOWN OR HAVE THE STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY I CAN’T HOLD BACK, I SPEAK MY MIND DON’T KNOW IF I CAN CHANGE, IT’S JUST THE WAY I AM * ITS LIKE THIS, IT’S LIKE THAT, YOU TELL ME YOU’RE GIVING ME OPINIONS AND YOUR POINT I JUST CAN’T SEE IT DIRECT RESULT INEVITABLY IS THAT I CONFRONT YOU AND NOW WERE GETTING INTO THIS THING, KNOW WHAT IT WILL COME TO? REACHING THE BOILING POINT AS IT IS GETTING OVERHEATED IM ARGUING STRAIGHT BACK I KNOW THAT I WON’T BE DEFEATED FAILING TO LISTEN COS I WONT ADMIT I MAY BE WRONG BEEN USED TO GETTING ALL MY OWN WAY NOW FOR FAR TOO LONG *I WON’T EVER BACK DOWN OR HAVE THE STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY I CAN’T HOLD BACK, I SPEAK MY MIND DON’T KNOW IF I CAN CHANGE, IT’S JUST THE WAY I AM * I DON’T KNOW WHERE THIS ALL COMES FROM WHY I LOSE IT ALL FROM NOTHING IS IT A DEEP ROOTED NATURE CAN I BLAME MY FATHER I DON’T KNOW WHY CAN’T I FIND A LITTLE BIT OF STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY WHY CAN’T I FIND THE STRENGTH