Breakdown Of Sanity - Invisible Scars

I hope there is an end of this story, fuck Everywhere I go, every time I sleep I go around in the circle Again and again, on my way To a better life, with a free heart A carefree mind It's joining me through time and distance Like my fucking shadow Invisible scars, caused by myself So deep, deep inside me I played with the fire in my heart It has finally caught me They told me It's time for change The beauty enticed me To risk so many mistakes Why not, why not? The signs were clear The clouds were here Who knows? who knows? Maybe they're still right Maybe there will be rain again Maybe I can forget, to forget the sadness Just another aberration? Just a delusion? So here we go, so here we go Round 3, and I'm doubtful again The shadow of the past so dark Making my life look empty I hope there is an end of this story Every night I dream of the love I lived twice Every morning I wake up with memories of things that never happened Alone in the crowd, maybe already forgotten I see the time is working against me I guess I can't stop this Because it's stronger than me Impossible to learn the lesson As long as my heart won't listen As long as my heart won't listen The circle holds me back, I am strapped down Waiting for the day I can break through The moment I can catch up all the love Waiting for the day You aren't just a dream, no! (Ready? Go!)