In Lacrimaes Et Dolor - Beyond The Grave

I'm lost in this sands, I'm runing from fate, I'm living in sorrow, I'm searching the gates There's so much lost, In my senseless life, So cold and so empty, I'm dying inside... My colours are fading, I feel this poison, This taste of dull mourning And I am (alone)... I've lost my sanity Between darkest nights, I sail through rough oceans Behind vague gods. I'm damned and doomed, I'm trapped in my paths, No one hear my prayers, My tears or my wrath... My heart is so leaden, My mind is so tired, My life is so empty, I'm dying inside... My fears are so many, My days are so gray... My dreams are fragile, Like fragile my ways... Why You are so silent, Why You are so cold? Be my guide, my shepherd, Save me, oh, my Lord! Why remain You a witness Of my pain or defeats? Why are You so rigid With my errors and guilts? Save me from my madness, Save me from my fears, Where is now your kindness, Where You dissapeared? Save me from my deserts , Save me from false helps , Don't ignore my prayers , Save me from myself.