Linkin Park - By Myself (Marylin Manson Rmx)

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them redhanded? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin I make the right moves but Im lost within I put on my daily fasade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I cant rely on (myself) I cant hold on To what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back Im defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go Ill be outdone But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun If Im killed by the questions like a cancer Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer by myself (myself) Chorus How do you think Ive lost so much Im so afraid Im out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know Is what you tell me to Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside (2x) I cant hold on To what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in (2x)