Destruction - Dissatisfied Existence

In my Life I never asked for anybody's assistance I'd rather go about my own affairs than to deal with other persons problems Dissatisfied existence What's the meaning of my life? Dissatisfied existence Is it worth to be alive If I ever want to attract attention it won't be for your affection I don't know what I really want in my Life and I don't remember whom I once believed Dissatisfied existence What's the meaning of my life? Dissatisfied existence Is it worth to be alive What do you really want in life? What's the meaning of my life? Is it worth to be alive? Where's the answer for my searching? Dissatisfied existence What's the meaning of my life? Dissatisfied existence Is it worth to be alive I live my boring life and no one takes notice of me Happiness is not what I feel Is there any sense for my searching??