Apoptygma Berzerk - Shadow

Staring at the ceiling, sorting out my thoughts Weighing every word I want to say Darkness fills the room, it's closing in on us The words all come out wrong, again I let you down If I could just trust more I'd dare to speak the truth Wish I could get 100 percent It's sad and unfair, you too are suffering When I'm the guilty you are the innocent For way too long I've been merely a shadow of my true self I'm in despair, I'm beyond repair... A shadow hanging over me, it clouds my mind Preventing any sane thoughts to occur A silhouette is cast on your side of the bed Reminding me of what I have become