8 Graves - OK

The evil that I hold inside Bed of nails on which I lie I made it There's nowhere left for me to hide Racing towards the other side I hate it All of my ranting and raving I'm waxing and waning And I don't see an end in sight Maybe I'm just masquerading As way beyond saving So I don't even have to fight So cold to live without a soul But I do my best to make things right I roll deeper down the hole I've been holding on with all my might But in spite of my trying, I feel like I'm dying And I can't hear a word you say All of the drinking and lying, the games that I play Nothing seems to make me feel OK I think I'm running out of time All I seem to leave behind's destruction I can't undo what I have signed It's no way to take back time I loved them Nobody wanted to find me A way back to guide me Kept feeling like I wasn't right Maybe I'm encapsulating Somebody else saving You really need to just sit tight So cold to live without a soul But I do my best to make things right Alone without a heart or home No one else can see it's fight or flight Because they're trying to hide me I feel like I'm blinding Or was I never in their sight No one's rewinding the time here I'm left alone trying Nothing seems to make me feel OK