Bazanji - Fed Up

Too many thoughts on my mind I can't sleep at night, so I just keep writing I don't need no help I don't need opinions so don't waste my time then I just been livin online, my city don't show me no love and that's fine Fuck local radio stations, I got more plays than all of these rappers combined I'm goin I'm goin again I been goin in I'm fed up with so many things I gotta just let it all out I'm talkin about The shit they been talkin about Tellin me I should do this Tellin me I should do that Tellin me tellin me things about rap Talkin the truth and then stabbin my back They won't knock me off track no no Too many things have been building, been hard to deal with, I just been drinking Remember my moves in the past, I'm wondering what was I thinkin Lately I'm livin in fear Wondering what if the end is so near All of the shit goin on The shootings are strong One shot to the head and I'm gone I'm losing control but I can't let it go Cuz I'm tryna get more and I been in the moment I been in the zone and I'm moving alone I don't pick up the phone when my family call I've been doin it wrong and I don't know what's happenin Tryna get what I just been imagining Gettin close and I just been examining All of the fake shit the game has been packaging I been keepin real I been doin what I feel I been out here tryna kill Every beat I know I will Everything Im working on Every night another song They been quiet all along They gon notice when I'm gone I come from a town where most of the people are so closed minded They goin to school and they workin a job but they don't even like it I won't be put in a box Nobody tellin me what I should rock Nobody tellin what I should drop cuz i do what I want and just know I don't stop Recordin till 4 morning they snoring I'm pouring my soul into every story I'm writing producin I mix it and master I'm building my craft and I'm not lookin back I been goin doin things I wanna do when I want to Everybody wanna get a win but they not due Everybody wanna copy you but they not you Everybody wanna be cool but they not new Woah Look how I go Gon be a dentist I still got the flow Never gon lose cuz I'm still doin both Never gon lose cuz I been on a roll Come to ya state and I'm killin the show Know that I'm young and I still gotta grow Know that I'm workin the most No I'm never gon choke and I'm lookin back down on the people below I been keepin real I been doin what I feel I been out here tryna kill Every beat I know I will Everything Im working on Every night another song They been quiet all along They gon notice when I'm gone