Sacred Mother Tongue - Wake Up Call

I see the image of my aching head, Dark black mass it almost scares me to death The very sight of it sends a shiver down my spine I can heardly breathe... Despair fills my lungs And there's a tear... In my eye Let me go Smile fades from off my face as shadows falling on this place All the things I helped to build come Crashing down against my will I'm on my way down Well did you think that I would quit? Turn and ruin from this sight of it Did you think I will quit? Darkness building on my mind still I keep it all inside Lids are feeling heavy oh, my brain feels it may explode I'm on my way out I need to know if i'm alive Cause I have seen what's wrong inside Yet I feel that i'm alive Tired of feeling out of pride and living someone else's life Let me go I need to find, myself inside while i'm alive Before I die.