Pouya - Talk To Me Before I Die

[Verse 1: Pouya] It's hard to feel Easy to kill, hard to deal Easy to give up, hard to build Easy to break down, ease up, run the fees up With my feet up in the Fiat, let my brain rot Feel the raindrops in my tank top And I can’t stop and I can't move When I wake up and I break up And I say stuff that was never meant to see the daylight I realize that I demonized you when I blamed my problems on you It was always me, I'm uncomfortable in my skin when I’m not with you I feel like I'm walkin' in circles, what's my purpose? Brand new whips and purses Beggin' my baby don't hurt me like I hurt you, yeah [Chorus: CUCO & Pouya] Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion that Ending this sounds easy, maybe I'll end up on TV I can’t seem to find the meaning, I can’t seem to find the meaning I wanna feel alive, how do I tell these lies? How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright? Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay? Do my apologies mean anything to you today? (Yeah) [Verse 2: Pouya] It’s hard to feel alive It's easy to wanna die It's hard to look at my reflection Easy to grip that Smith & Wesson Easy to fuck that bitch, no question Easy to get my dick hard It's easy to get real pissed off It’s hard to quit my day job It's easy to pop pills, skip meals Get fucked up, tucked under covers Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo When I feel safest and I'm less anxious Begging for someone to save me 'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me lately Creepin' on me when the sun go down, so shaded No surprise it don't faze me, yeah [Chorus: CUCO] Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion that Ending this sounds easy, maybe I'll end up on TV I can't seem to find the meaning, I can't seem to find the meaning I wanna feel alive, how do I tell these lies? How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright? Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay? Do my apologies mean anything to you today?