Circus of Dead Squirrels - Losing Touch

There's no medication that can help me now There's no medication that can save me now There's no medication that can stop me now Everyone get the fuck away from me before I fucking snap I'm the clown shooting people in the face for a laugh I want my mommy to make you all disappear Like she said she fucking would Filthy looks follow me because I'm tattooed and unshaven But all you heathens look so pretty to me I've lost touch with all you fucks And everything in my life including myself Chew your mouth until it swallows you Fuck yourself until you reproduce Smile swallow Put on a happy face Smile twitch put on a happy face motherfucker In an alternate reality the world is full of harmony Until the veins pop out of my head The doctor keeps a safe distance in the room Prescribing me something brand new Yet never heard a fucking word that I said Hear the screams of the lullaby In the darkest chambers of the tortured mind Where the saints and sinners show no divide Where the human race lines up to die Inside my mind everything dies Say those words to me over and over again Things get better but first more shit begins I don't have the patience to play this fucking game anymore I think I'd rather slit my throat It always looks like a rose then starts to stink like a corpse Then the feeling from a broken heart burning like a blowtorch I've lost touch with my love And everything in my life including myself There's no medication that can stop me now Maybe I should just kill myself Spill my brain all over the floor.