GACKT - Paranoid Doll

torareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugoke nakunaru jibun no kimochi sae mienai me wo somuke teru te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni tobitakutemo tobenai hana ga "tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo" "kurushii nante iwasenai kara" mimimotode kikoeru yuuwaku jiyuu wo motomete wa tatori tsukezu ibasho no nai genjitsu ni omoidori ni nara nai chizu wo nakamete iru karada ga kiri sakare itami ni kiete iku kioku mo negai mo setsunaku iruzuki hidari te ni wasurareme kizu boku wa paranoia tsunaga reta teoshi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nano ka "senbusutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo" "ita mi ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo" tewatasareru kindan no akai mi jibunrashi sa nante wakaranakute kako ni shibarare kuri kaesu toki no mayomachi ni kizuka zu ni "ano no mi wo kudasai" te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake kizuiteshimatta mashirame sekai ni nokosareta boku wa paranoia utadareru kubi kikoenai mimi sakebe nai nodo ugokenai ashi kore ga genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo miteita kuraiyami no naka de mogakinagara nandemo jibun wo mitsuketeru migite ni nokoru akai iro barabara no chouchou kono mama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba itsuka wa tadori tsukeru? yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai boku wa paranoia