Pathology - Corrosive Cranial Affliction

This life is agony Suffering Physical pain, distress Isolation Wallowing in my own self-hatred Only one thing takes this pain away Vicious cycle of the disease Standing over my own grave Malnourished, yellow eyes And collapsed veins Sepsis caused by abscesses Face covered in sores Violently spewing vomit forth Sacrificing everything Praying for death Living to escape the sickness This is hell Constantly dreaming of my death And the last time I'm in pain Everyday Dark and ominous Always the same The only thing That has changed Is me Everyday Always the same The only thing That has changed Is me Forever Forever