Greylotus - Capgras Delusion

A doppelganger unfit to deliver gospel Rejects every notion of Sufficiency and auto-valuation What do I deserve? Exactly what I'm worth What I provide: jack shit How dare I pontificate about That by which I have been torn apart? I know nothing. I am nothing No-one When one false voice strikes With the impact of one thousand superiors Jeering, howling, you know nothing, you are nothing I am frozen at alarm Flames abaft, self-cast umbra Dancing ahead: chains bled to rust enfold me I remain bound, made to observe Bleak self annihilation A false reality absorbed as truth I recognized the sun as an omen I recognized the sun as an omen of this Amalgamation of yin and yang Serves the purpose of acceptance Confirmation of consensus Yet we labor still What defines authority? Does the credential fallacy apply? Is it inanity for one to achieve enlightenment Before one can teach? Documenting a progression Regardless of the intention To set light to the obsidian's will As it still may be rising to the surface Boiling, breaking Through the mechanism shaping Everything we have internalized: The Grey Unity I'm not perfect Reflection still unrecognized A version of toxic dissatisfaction What's the purpose of charting oceans If one fails to comprehend their depth Swallow me I recognized the sun as an omen I recognized the sun as an omen of this I've battled with knowledge of the lie that is duality Recognizing the unity of sides light and dark brought forth A deep inability to believe that I was worthy to embrace such a truth Despite this, I move forward, not upward: Without doubt, I must accept this unto myself