Vildhjarta - All These Feelings

In this night that highlights dawn, I stay dormant for I have feared this moment, I have feared that this time would come. This is the time someone must silence your voice. Vengeful and fierce are the thoughts that I bear with me. The last strain of hope is gone. I ant calculating the risk and I am ready for desperate measures now. Thrown into the lion pit; a fight of life. I failed you all and I am too afraid to become a slave to the base of urges, but a situation like this requires concessions. I will not allow someone like you to destroy what we have. I do not want to be like you but I have no choice; you leave me no choice. In my eyes, clashing views on everything I am. I take a closer look to see there are only illusions. Everything that defined me all I believed has been withdrawn. Reality tears apart itself, now tell me that this is not a matter of life and death. This is a matter of life and death. This is my consciousness, my ego, my self-sabotage. This is indispensable. This is what my feelings sound like. I am more afraid of the ones that obey than of the disease itself. See the signs of this emergence and raise the awareness, it's time to be resistant. I find so many reasons to why you should be extinct, so many reasons yet no one will win, so I will fight this fight for one last night. Fuse together with my painful strife to be under the knife. As I flex the joints of this hand you might find that you don't stand a chance. Prepare for impact. Let the darkness commence and this is where it ends.