Eldest 11 - Alive

Are you still alive? I can't tell. It's been a year. Nothing is clear anymore, and it's like I keep flashing back to the days at the lake. but I've got glass in my eye, and love's everywhere, and it burns! I never saw her as a star. This is not so clean, but your dirty. I've got scars from fights but that don't mean anything! Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead) A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot) I don't care, so I hold on! and maybe it's because (I can't repair) I try way too hard to fix what is broken. (I'm not broken) I never was.... (and I won't) I don't play by the rules... (Play, I'll never play) Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore.... Time is a slut....Can you feel that thrust? and I wanted someone to watch over me, but I was only kidding me.... but I've got glass in my eye, and love's everywhere, and it burns! I never saw her as a star. This is not so clean, but your dirty. I've got scars from fights but that don't mean anything! Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead) A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot) I don't care, so I hold on! and maybe it's because (I can't repair) I try way too hard to fix what is broken. (I'm not broken) I never was.... (and I won't) I don't play by the rules... (Play, I'll never play) Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore.... Time is a slut, I'm having fun burning all the letters.... I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen, we've been through this! I'm not changing, I never will! I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen, we've been through this! I'm not changing, I never will! I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen, we've been through this! I'm not changing, I never will! I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen, we've been through this! I'm not changing, I never will! Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead) A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot) I don't care, so I hold on! and maybe it's because (I can't repair) I try way too hard to fix what is broken. (I'm not broken) I never was.... (and I won't) I don't play by the rules... (Play, I'll never play) Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore....