Anders Osborne - Mind Of A Junkie

I'm nervous, I'm sweaty, I hate to make amends Bunch of opinions but I'm always on the fence Pissed off and sad at the same time Please somebody save me from my crazy mind I try to read the big book but I can't see the words And every time I meditate the whole thing's a blur Panic attacks short of breath I try to get things done when my body needs to rest I've been living in the mind of a junkie Thinking my junkie thoughts Putting out my selfish aspirations Oh, not letting God into my heart I don't pick up the phone and I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite but I still overeat Want peace and quiet but I keep running my mouth My soul is like a hurricane but I'm still filled with self-doubts I hate the way I look and my ego's always bruised I isolate myself, I get some more tattoos I'm always running late so I can't make any plans I'm preaching 'bout things that I don't understand I've been living in the mind of a junkie Thinking my junkie thoughts Putting out my selfish aspirations Mmm, not letting God into my heart Not letting God into my heart