Faithful Darkness - Another Pain

[Music: Jimmy ”Judas” Persson, Lyrics: Jimmy ”Judas” Persson] As I lay myself to rest, painting up a pretty picture Schematics of my life.. Total failure.... Don't even know where to begin, remembering all those lies Living beside my shadow and looking through its eyes I'm frightened Embracing depression as my life is passing by Feeling so lost. Is this real, or just another nightmare? NO ONE CAN EVER SEE ALL THE SCARS INSIDE MY EXTERIOR MADE UP SELF IS ALL A LIE PROTECTING WHAT’S STILL LEFT INSIDE OF ME AS I’M BREAKING APART I CHOOSE WHO I WANT TO BE Breaking down my inner walls and then there’s no return My life is filled with corrupt memories Scars on my arms, Scars in my soul I’m beyond all repair Embracing depression as my shadow is passing by I'm still so lost. Am I dead or alive? NO ONE CAN EVER SEE ALL THE SCARS INSIDE MY EXTERIOR MADE UP SELF IS ALL A LIE PROTECTING WHAT’S STILL LEFT INSIDE OF ME AS I’M BREAKING APART I CHOOSE WHO I WANT TO BE NO ONE CAN EVER SEE ALL THE SCARS INSIDE MY EXTERIOR MADE UP SELF IS ALL A LIE PROTECTING WHAT’S STILL LEFT INSIDE OF ME AS I’M BREAKING APART I CHOOSE WHO I WANT TO BE NO ONE CAN EVER SEE ALL THE SCARS INSIDE I LONG FOR A BETTER PURPOSE, A REASON TO SMILE PROTECTING WHAT’S STILL LEFT INSIDE OF ME AS I’M LEAVING MYSELF, SALVATION IS NEAR