Mental Discipline - So Many Times (Feat. Endanger)

Every person has a shield That covers from the crowd Our life is a battlefield All you need is to look around When there’s nothing to believe When there’s no one you can trust Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us Every morning I wake up Many bad thoughts in my head Bleeding heart wants just to stop But I know it’s not the end There is nothing I believe There is no one I can trust It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up Chorus: So many times I washed my hands With blood of enemies and friends But now I feel alone And silence still surrounds me So many times she held my hand But I was too blind to understand Redemption was my way But now it lies behind me You will ask once again Is it possible to live When there’s no one I can trust When there’s nothing to believe You will never understand The bitter way I live my life There’s the only thing I know This way keeps me alive