Raekwon - Heaven Hell

She dissed me when she walked out the door She kissed me, Luis Luggage on the floor Gaising plus the room was misty I felt the slight urge telling me to wisen up I can't provise her, she dead in the right, the don's a jiver I lost the most powerful piece, my queen Broke her heart in 66 ways for some bitches and schemes The only thing she left was a rose And left the Rolls in front of the building Now how the f*ck my pain got exposed We done come to a point Where it can't be denied no more I don't even understand What we're still in this for I didn't mind the sacrifice To keep our love alive But something died so long ago Just can't be revived There comes a time you've got to face the situation And make a choice in life We're caught up in a state of hesitation And that just won't suffice Don't get me wrong I done thought this through The way you hold me used to console me Now all I feel is the emptiness in you Chorus: What do I believe in, Heaven or hell I don't believe in heaven cause I'm living in Hell And that's my life with you You sang my praises everyday You used to tell me how you needed me I know how proud you were that day I brought home my degree But you had dreams and all I wanted Was for you to see them through And through it all I forgot That I once had dreams too I should have had the sense to pay attention Cause something told me to The road to hell is paved with good intentions And lord knows it's true The years that I gave Where they all in vain Used to adore me now you ignore me How could I know we would end up this way Chorus Bridge: What hurts me most deep inside Now that I'm letting go, you seem surprised I watched your back for so many years now You used to act like you were holding your career down It's not the dreams, I kissed good-bye It's that we used to be a team and now we live this lie What's past is past, now listen well I'm leaving your ass, cause I'm living hell Chorus