Alicia Keys - Pray For Forgiveness

Beautiful garden, where have you gone? My self delusions are leaving me in the storm Taking for granted all the goodness that I've found Somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down And I pray for forgiveness Look for the answers Cause it's hard For me to pretend Look to my mother Call to the captain Can't you see This state that I'm in No one would notice Nobody noticed Cause it's me where it began Beautiful morning, please don't wake me from my sleep Cause I need some comfort to regain my sanity I don't want to feel this crazy I don't want to feel this guarded Shattered in a million pieces I'm so broken hearted No where left to run No where left to go So I hope I pray for forgiveness Look for the answers Cause it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother Call to the captain Can't you see This state that I'm in? And no one would notice Nobody noticed That it's me, where it began And I pray for forgiveness within I swear that everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made This time I don't have the strength to gather myself I'm falling to pieces And I pray for forgiveness Look for the answer Cause it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother Call to the captain Can't you see This state that I'm in Pray for forgiveness Looking for justice Searching for answers Call to my mother Pray for forgiveness Breaking the silence Nobody knows it, nobody noticed That it's me where it began