Conditions - Wonderful Lie

I've been away for months And I can't really take it anymore 'Cause every time I go I learn the hours better than before I know there's twenty-four and they're moving slow Because the minutes carry me away Am I spending time, is it spending me 'Cause every second feels like it's a day Where did it go I never cared for tomorrow Just a wonderful lie The confident kid who would never die The world was weighing down And I just can't ignore it anymore 'Cause every time I leave It kills me as I'm walking out the door For I am well aware this is all I have People in places that I've grown to need And it's enough to make every second seem Like it's the currency of feeling free Where did it go I never cared for tomorrow Just a wonderful lie The confident kid who would never die It's broken my heart, I'm seeing inside With every breath I take I'm more aware I'll die Yeah where can I find the peace of mind That I had back then