Officium Triste - Like Atlas

I'm staring at these white padded walls The burden of my past got me on my knees Like Atlas bearing the weight of the skies An internal war in a mind with no sign of peace Never thought this would get to me All this pain build up inside Experiences of sorrow that cannot be All the fears I cannot fight I cannot cope with the past The pressure on my soul is too much I lost and my mind collapsed Overwhelmed by this degrading mental touch The strength to live disappeared A tormented soul in a cold shell A future filled with pain is what I fear A lost life on its way to hell I'm staring at these white padded walls The burden of my past got me on my knees Like Atlas bearing the weight of the skies An internal war in a mind with no sign of peace Never thought this would get to me All this pain build up inside Experiences of sorrow that cannot be All the fears I cannot fight I feel like Atlas but not as strong This burden I cannot bear I thought I could handle it all but I was wrong Leaving me in pain and scared I feel like Atlas but I am defeated This burden I couldn't stand By this life I was mistreated In this cell my life will end