Torul - If You So Wish

Just tonight My pace is suspiciously slow and I Don’t wanna know about you How you’ve been I’m so Sorry but it’s me never you So what can I do shall I Trip myself over your TV set? please no I don’t think so Seems like neither do you I’m so sorry but I don’t know what I ‘m Sorry for this time Slidin’ into the void and also Lowered self esteem Not that it’s been Triggered by you for real But I feel helplessly sad and Broken and anxious and ill Nothing like you always knew So try not to blame me these Days if you can Or do it if you so wish Just tonight it feels late To devote myself to Another taste of you In my dream Seems like nothing is getting any better I’m stuck I can’t breathe I’m so helplessly far away It’s late Shall I stop resetting my 108 and give in I’m so sorry but I don’t know what I ‘m Sorry for this time Slidin’ into the void and also Lowered self esteem Not that it’s been Triggered by you for real But I feel helplessly sad and Broken and anxious and ill Nothing like you always knew So try not to blame me these Days if you can Or do it if you so wish