Mom, I Drew The Sun - Betraying Myself

You are my universe You are my sea. I'm asking the future what there will be emptiness and sadness are surrounding me. I surrender for nothing because i dont know how to be my mind is so fussy and im dreaming about the way to breathe in you. There is no reverse and nothing can do. I can't find the way to exist without you. my sadness and sorrow are drownin me but i will never get the bottom. let get it FREEEEEEEEEEE I'm asking the future what there will be I've got rid of myself I was swallowed by sea And I fall into the grount or it seems to me I don't hear any sound Betraying myself I'm looking for pleasure Betraying yourself We are looking for pleasure But I'll never be elated Light up a cigaret And take in some whiskey Сome into oblivion with me And you will never regret You've never loved this silence You've never gone with me You always help the violence You've never thought this is free I'm asking the future what there will be emptiness and sadness are surrounding me. im asking the future what there will be my universe, you are my sea