Malukah - Hesitation

Fate has laughed and sent me on my way With no comforting words I've lost, I've found, and yet I still remain alone Draw the vaguest lines Dragging my feet Sending subtle signs Wasting time with hesitation Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid I'm petrified Make my life a little more extreme 'Cause I need something to get me on my feet So I can rise above this mediocre side of me Should I go along? Or should I wait for more? Wasting time with hesitation Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid I'm petrified I try to overthrow what I can't control All that's in my way Wondering if I'm weak Or just in too deep Wasting time with hesitation Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid I'm petrified