Palisades - Your Disease

I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor I never seem to get me, and I'm coming back for more I can't get it right, self medicated Dive down the bottle of the substance I've created Bag of excuses, and I feel useless Do you know how it feels to be hollowed out? Cause I'm drowning, just to catch my breath I'm drowning till there's nothing left, there's nothing left, and I'm about to drown here Do you hear me yet? Drowning, just to catch my breath I'm at the starting line when I've been left behind, you all keep going and going until I'm out of time Is this Medicine enough to cure? Bring me to be your disease and I won't be cured Bring me to be your disease I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor I never seem to get me, and I'm coming back for more Drowning just to catch my breath I'm drowning till there's nothing left, there's nothing left Get up, get up, get up When you're down to nothing you always look for something Even if it means you become your own disease So hold me closer, I need something to make me feel, to make me feel again