Fate - The Other Side

anata no soba de dare yori mo chikaku sore wa watashi ga umareta imi mitsukeru basho anata wa nani o nozomu no deshou ka sore wa watashi ni dekinai koto desu ka? hitsuyou nai nara sono te de kakikeshite yo umaretekita watashi ga warui no dakara kioku no kakera sae nokosazu ni kieteyuku sadame demo subete ukeirete hitomi tojiru sore demo... aa semete hitotoki demo anata ni aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi deshou ka watashi no soba ni anata ga iru koto sore wa watashi ga sonzai suru tame no jouken watashi ni nani ga dekiru no deshou ka sore wa anata ga nozomu koto desu ka? hajime kara subete wakatteita koto na no me o sorasu koto nante yurusarenakute piriodo no sono mukou gawa ni wa dokomade mo tsuzuku yami subete ubau hodo kono sekai wa zankoku de... aa kore wa shiranai kanjou mebaehajimeta watashi ni ataerareta bachi deshou ka kioku no kakera sae nokosazu ni kieteyuku sadame demo subete ukeirete hitomi tojiru sore demo... aa semete hitotoki demo anata ni aisaretai to negau koto wa tsumi deshou ka tamerau hitsuyou wa nani mo nai kore wa owari ja nai no watashi wa watashi de aritsuzukeru itsumade mo... aa wazuka na aida demo furetekureta anata ni tsutaetai no "arigatou" to