Blue October - Weight of the World

I black out in the room again Busted lip and broken skin I wake up in the bathroom And dare not bother asking Why the mirror's cracked and all I see Are shards of glass inside of me This voice is there to dare me My father's here to scare me And my mother she sits beyond the door She's curled up, crying on the floor "Look at what our son's done, When the weight of all the world's gone wrong." It's gone wrong again Gone fucking wrong It's gone wrong again Liars they leave a guilty trail Let me tell you something people, I've been lying for fucking years That must be why I'm standing in this space Di, di, Disregarding that I've created these monsters Their on fucking both of my sides So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes From all four of their eyes And while I wait for wounds to heal I see you by the window sill Your heart's torn out, a plastic spoon When honesty lit up that room So I stole the pillowcase to clean This mess I'd made of someone's dream Now you see what I've done When the weight of all the world's gone wrong It's gone wrong again Gone fucking wrong It's gone all wrong again This room is old and wise And I fall into the bed and wonder, "How did I get here?" The little boy who would argue with a tree Just fucking thump his head and he'll turn back to normal So why is this what I see? Don't bother trusting Don't bother waiting Don't bother changing things that won't give in to changing. Just let me go away. I'm packed. Whenever. I'm down. Whenever Let's go...let's really, really go.