Neuro-Sentence - Anhedonia

Day by day Hour to hour I bear witness 27 years Of murder Predisposed to see my will Bear rotten withered fruits Rusting On the bloody vine Still constantly betrayed By my ability to reason My life away Nothing to betray The Shores Of Anhedonia Where I forever reign Slaughtered dreams billowing From this world of attrition I’ve lived all your instantiations Perversion my Victim & Virtue Ruled my kingdom Chemically The analytical prison Of alienation and relativity Within these subjective walls I serve a Neuro-Sentence Solitary defiance In a closed-casket life My sorrow runs so deep Nothing can escape Consumed in silent flames In this never-ending season I fade away Nothing to portray The Shores Of Anhedonia Where I forever stay A philosophical fornicator Wounded by the blade he forged in Idealism I bleed a live-long doubt Nothing satisfies Nothing intensifies Receptors slain by The beast inside