Shallow Side - Crutch

I don't want to show my feelings 'Cause I want to tuck my soul away And all the support you've been giving me It's all swept up and thrown away I don't care what you think of me I don't care if you come around All the shit you've been giving me Will you wake up to reality? And I can't take this pain Staring inside my brain And I can't be ashamed 'Cause you wanted me this way It consumes every inch of me Eating me inside A parasite inside my veins When I have nothing left to gain I'll show you passion I'll show you anger You'll spark a reaction When you point your finger right at me And I can't take this pain Staring inside my brain And I can't be ashamed 'Cause your eyes are upon me And all I want is for you to see that I can tear you apart As I walk away But you still say you care And I can't take this pain Staring inside my brain And I can't be ashamed 'Cause your eyes are upon me And all I want is for you to see that I can tear you apart But would you even notice Until I walk away? When I walk away Why would you tear me apart? So watch me walk away