Coffinworm - Of Eating Disorders And Restraining Orders

The euphoria of vomit coats my teeth And again I dream of chewing Away the umbilicus To a universe I've never felt an attachment to Thoughts drift to a world Steeped in carcass char and napalm tar Miasmal reek of a world worth living in Time immemorial my only ally In a world draped in deceit When that time arrives It will commemorate this world Being facefucked And left to rot in the ashes Of the fetus hope left on the table The afterbirth left behind from this postmenstrual abortion "I am not lost. I know exactly where I am, I am in some shitty fucking Hell which is exactly what I deserve. But YOU, YOU are lost. All my life I thought I needed you, that I couldn't survive without you... fuck, FUCK. It was the other fucking way around. It was the other way around." It's what makes me lose sleep at night Not the morally incongruent concepts Of wrong and right For they both lie at odds And that disparity is a chasm As it came together it shall also fall apart Burned temples of diseased fleshly dominion Irradiated with the flames of desire Shooting syringes made of filed-down bones Injecting the filth left from our subconscious minds Stemming from our previous lives All that encompasses you is all that distresses me