Alive Like Me - Start Again

I never made this clear but I'm tired of waiting for the right moment to appear I built my life on something not so stable And I've been falling ever since I was able to stand. They say it's harder on your own and you know it's true Now I'm ready to break through I've spent all these years of my life begging for a plan that never came So, I broke all the bones in my legs and taught myself to stand alone again to become a better man Because I hate who I was turning out to be but I'm sure that this will not be the end of my suffering I just thought it'd be easier but now i know that I can't take it back there's nothing you can do that will change the way i act so the words will hang over me "Just give it up there's no way you're gonna win" It's never too late to pick yourself up and start again Are we ever gonna change? This feeling's taking over me Every time I think I get it right And I don't think I'll feel okay If this ends with misery But it's just another chance that I'm willing to take tonight Hoping that this would be easier