Dayseeker - What It Means To Be Defeated

So they read the news today, you had vanished without a trace And you lacked the spine to turn your back and say goodbye Now you’re just a ghost that occupies my thoughts, my every move All mountains for me to move Still I tell myself I’ll be just fine All these excuses lead me to a sun never rising again You were not someone I knew, just someone I learned to see through You were lying when you said we’d be permanent When did I become, the one to give up? When did I become, a transition to the next one? Maybe this won’t need to be repeated Maybe it’s to show me what it means to be defeated Wasn’t it enough, to trade your bed for lust, and tear me limb from limb? Hopeless heart, held inside of a desperate soul Smile while you’re stabbing me in the back again Precious knife held inside of a man who waits to die Could you send, from my skin, and show me one person I can put my trust in Bring me the sun, wake me up from, my dreams of giving up now I want to believe there’s permanence in me When did I become the one to give up on?