Anopheli - Somnambulant

Sentinel; In the collapsing Jaundiced nova I perceived for the first time a trillion entrances a trillion exits all sacred euphonies of chemical consequence I was somnambulant I caught the gust of matters dark antithesis and charted courses I watched worlds torn, stars extend infernal arms and hollow mouths devour galactic calories I found this orb aqua marine entrancing fell deeply in love with the paradigm of life to my horror those dealt its hand seemed wholly devoted to its demise this gift I prized to know it was harboured amongst diminished forms whose love was death I was Enkidu made of lifeless clay I swayed Gilgamesh of arrogance I broached conversations with hirsute philosophers in Athenian corridors for want of their reasoning to glean a notion of regret yet I saw through epidermis glimpsed the craving of lustful supplication I sought Alexandria its scrolls held scrawled apology I scoured millennia did not find my quarry the mewling Christ no longer an only child as prophet moulds are rendered and problem siblings cast with reckless abandon you decreed usefulness of skin reductive anatomy diminished to function unable to harbour life yourself jealous you built ovarian prisons you manufactured gods to relinquish your blame raised forests to burn ancestral graves enslaved species into theatres of immolation In the basement of a tenement house bodies interned under floors in their blood he is risen In his eyes I have seen the highest possible bliss feverish lucidity a joy so complete It is in his direful acts he prized nectar from the gods he washed in ichor endorphines Orgasmic flood congratulations through sodden holes he has dug in torsos he has reached a non corporeal state for heavens sake alone he carved a doorway in the disemboweled and found the righteous path