For The Taking - Up To You (Demo)

You speak the words the ending is just a tear away thru darkened eyes a need to forgive these selfish ways a trusting girl hunger flowing thru these veins a man disguised I've gotta forget these foolish days This devil controls me more each day I could never make this up to you lord you know I've tried I could never speak the truth to you All I spoke were lies, that I told myself that I told to you, We'll never be the same I can never make this up to you and make this go away You never were a reason for my insanity You would give your soul as the weight of the world keeps breaking me I'm in Hell now, can't you see? I could never make this up to you lord you know I've tried I could never speak the truth to you All I spoke were lies, that I told myself That I told to you, We'll never be the same I can never make this up to you and make this go away Let the rain fall today Can you even say now that you would've been there for me? I just can't explain now all that we'll never be It's time to let the pain out then you'll finally be free This devil controls me I could never make this up to you lord you know I've tried I could never speak the truth to you All I spoke were lies, that I told myself that I told to you, We'll never be the same I can never make this up to you and make this go away