Raunchy - Phantoms

I wasn't trying to see But I was looking around I wasn't trying to see But I was looking around I try to uphold what tears me up from inside I am all and still I fail When everything falls apart Your words of disdain prevails We're all like hollow phantoms In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate All my pain through all of my life My heart is cold I wasn't trying to hide But I was dying inside I wasn't trying to hide But I was dying inside This uncertainty is killing me It's burning like a thousand knives Carved upon my chest I am useless and emozionless I will separate from what I know best We're all like hollow phantoms In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate All my pain through all of my life My heart is cold This uncertainty is killing me Burning like a thousand lights of disarray I need power to rise again A new way out of the ashes And now I'm facing the repercussion Of all the dead ends in my choices I travel the distance for acceptance And somehow I rejoice the end of my life All my pain through all of my life My heart is cold