Forgotten Tomb - Disheartenment

I watch with empty eyes the blade As tears begin to fall down my face Another night alone with myself At one with melancholy and depression Lying in a dark corner The black candle light is dying out Trying to refuse this suffering As coldness burns my pale naked flesh I faced my fears a thousand times Endless doubts - Life of paranoia I try to find a way out From this state of suicidal urge I only need to stop these sick death thoughts And cry for joy when you'll be here again I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow Everyone can kill himself one day Life brings pain and suffering on our way Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems But in death you'll know... Disheartenment wins