Harakiri For The Sky - Thanatos

Childhood ends... and all our dear friends leave the town That we were born in and grew up all together Yearling is over, but it's quite hard for me to be cheerfull about it Cause the loss of secureness beggars my confidence by far Within the end of everyday I get more paranoid By the certainty of mortality and death Lunatic, I know, but just because I'm paranoid Doesn't mean they are not after me at all It's beyond me and concerning And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply... I don't think we can start all over again... It's a safe bet, cause nothing will ever change... Sometimes things have to fall apart to make way for better ones This happens for sorts of different reasons and most for the wrong Sometimes I'm on the brink to stab my heart Because of this sadness But everything happens for a reason, Whether we like it or not This life dulled me abysmally And crowned me the king of shards Kept sucking me dry 'Till there was nothing left but a mortal apparel The sons of apathy consigned their souls to escort me They won't see nor find me among their shadows... I'm a ghost now... At least this claiming of death means nothing And also life in a sort is just a fallacy I said before, to love, to die All rigged in advance, merciless devastating illusions What you call love or affection is just a figment Someday you'll see, I was so damn right... Distorted reflections, daggers cutting lacerations A lifelong tragedy, scavenging vultures!