Chelsea Grin - Never, Forever

There was nothing I could do to make you stay I just wish all this pain would go away I guess I never knew what happiness really was If I did, I'd choke it down, I'd take it like a drug I guess I never knew that it would hurt so much If I did, I'd spit it out, and never feel your touch I guess I'll never know what it's like to find That perfect match to live up to this life of mine This is a song about another broken heart I wish I knew, I wish it ended from the start I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, I wish I never met you To all the nights that I lay awake in bed Tossing, turning, thinking what if I was dead I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, all I really need is you And I need you now Now your image seems to slowly fade away I just wish that my pain would do the same I guess that now I know how misery really feels It's a fact, like heart attack, I have fallen off track I guess I never knew that I would feel so numb But I stayed, I wouldn't run, and you just gave up You gave up everything just threw away our dream Now looking back, we were never meant to be This is a song about another broken heart I wish I knew, I wish it ended from the start I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, I wish I never met you To all the nights that I lay awake in bed Tossing, turning, thinking what if I was dead I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, all I really need is you And I need you now But all you bring is pain My heart bleeds in vain This is a song about another broken heart I wish I knew, I wish it ended from the start I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, I wish I never met you To all the nights that I lay awake in bed Tossing, turning, thinking what if I was dead I never meant for my actions to abuse you On second thought, I never really needed you I don't need you