Betraying The Martyrs - Take Me Back

Take me back to when I still felt young Take me back to when this all begun No I never ever understood and I never ever even tried I've always felt so far from all that shit Always been blinded by my precious pride Crawling, falling On my hands and knees at the feet of the death gods Never thought it would be me to trip and fall – never felt like I was falling at all Never thought it would happen to me – never thought this would happen to me Until I ate the floor at the rock bottom looked up to see them laughing At the scratches that I'd left on the wall Take me back to when I still felt young When I still had light in my eyes and a sweetness on my tongue Take me back to when this all begun When the fire still burned in my eyes, before it all went wrong I never knew Never thought this would ever be me – but then I pulled my head out the sand Never thought I would ever be free – saw in the mirror an excuse of a man Never thought this would ever be me – accepted help and accepted myself Never thought I would ever be free Put my feet on the ground and took my heart off the shelf I needed help Running circles in my mind Tossing and turning in my bed I've lost my fucking hair and I'm losing my head Take me back to when I still felt young When I still had light in my eyes and a sweetness on my tongue Take me back to when this all begun When the fire still burned in my eyes, before it all went wrong Crawling, falling Just when I thought my life had fallen through the cracks I saw the light, now I'm alive No longer screaming Take me back to before this all went wrong See the fire in my eyes – a reflection of the sun Now I'm back before this all went wrong See the fire in my eyes – a reflection of the sun