Hurt - Abuse Of SID

it's so hard to please him you just don't dare and inside you're burning with some secret yearnings you must not care (still won't you) help me, i'm flawed, desperate angry with god 'cause he just won't care oh excuse me, you're mourning how calloused and boring i brush your hair and see your face... empty smile... i touch that place... and all the while... (you know it won't stop) so you make an excuse to confuse the issue what makes you think that i'll care about you? when you lay on the ground 'till he tells you he's through and he'll do what he'll do when he'll do it to you? and all the while, he's been using you, yes, all the while... he's abusing you... so it finally dawned on me yesterday morning, i just can't stare and swallow the words that your hero's perverted, oh what we share i'll kill him, i'll beat him, the cycle's repeating, i hold thin arrogance still won't you hold him and trust him you love him so much and he still won't care to see your face... with an empty smile... 'cause i touched that place on you... and all the while... she says it's "it's so good, when it's so good, if this is so good, then it's no good!" if this is so good, everybody's so good, everybody's so good, when you're no good! and all the while, he's been using you yes, all the while, he's abusing you with your naked excuse you confuse your misuse what makes you think i should care what he'll do? if you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through and he makes up your mind that that's what you should do 'cause all the while you've been using you yes, all the while you're abusing you... he hurts you, mistreats you your own mind misleads you you just won't care when holes in your face can't be covered with makeup you'll still stay there...