The Enigma TNG - Black Star

Bringing back these memories I feel time as it goes by, the darkness flowin in like a parasite All the things you told me, to cross me You mocked me, make me feel like false prodigy Yet you built me up when you needed me And broke me back down just to seize me To make me feel worthless, to have complete control Over the life you thought you owned Your heartless, drown in guilt and madness, The sadness of yesterday's sin is forgiven But the pain within will never be forgotten, Sure enough that ain't stoppin' the damage, You don't plan to cause in the future But somhow you know right and wrong when it matters, Everything falls and shatters... Feeling restless everyday, From the darkness of your heart... Blackstar is what you are I can feel yourshining darkness You'll never see the error of your ways, Yet you try to blame it all on me Everything is falling down, But here I am, trying to pick myself up To see around all the lies that you've given me, Nobody to blame but myself for distraction, Manipulation as the factor But if I get mad it's a mad disaster, Because of the irrational attachments you've given me, You're nothing more than an enemy But eventhough I felt the pain, I felt the sting, As I had to leave behind all to love that it should've been, Everything I once knew now, it's ruined and, All because yoou wouldn't accept, The help that I gave you, when you had the chance You blew it then, the passion locked inside It's irrelevant, yeah you say I'm not a man, But you're full of it, I guess this life's just not in my Element... Feeling restless everyday, From the darkness of your heart... Blackstar is what you are I can feel yourshining darkness You'll never see the error of your ways, Yet you try to blame it all on me Blackstar is all I can see In front me, it's driving me crazy I wanted to believe I found an angel, But all I found was a demon in myself... Blackstar is what you are I can feel yourshining darkness You'll never see the error of your ways, Yet you try to blame it all on me Blackstar is all I can see In front me, it's driving me crazy I wanted to believe I found an angel, But all I found was a demon in myself...